Sanjee's Journal

UwU

March 12, 2026

Uwu

Steinbeck on Fear

March 2, 2026

I haven't updated this blog in a minute because I don't really have much to talk about that I can't fit in a tweet. But I have some random thoughts that aren't really relevant to the zeitgeist but wish to share.

Like quotes for example. Here is a quote from my favorite author Steinbeck. I'll probably use this blog for things like this.

“How can you frighten a man whose hunger is not only in his own cramped stomach but in the wretched bellies of his children? You can't scare him--he has known a fear beyond every other.”

― John Steinbeck, The Grapes of Wrath

I don't have children, and I definitely can be scared by things, but I think there is some desensitization if you keep trying to frighten someone incessantly.

Weaponized Autism

February 24, 2026

Is there any way we could possibly, you know, like read the minds of alleged conspirators in the Epstein case and then secretly execute them?

Clown Show

February 23, 2026

I wasn't aware until recently that the CIA hires racist clowns. With lifetime appointments, and cannot be fired. This is a disgrace to America on a global stage, and many Americans have died because of this clown show. And more Americans will die because of them.

The people want to know how this behavior doesn't breach some code of conduct, and result in a fireable offense. And me too.

T

February 21, 2026

Nah, I ain't even gonna try to deny it. T with some boosted brainwaves was probably the most euphoric experience I ever had, however many times it happened. You don't even care about the material, it's pure euphoria.

But no, gotta put a stop to that. Shit's not good for your brain.

MKULTRA

February 21, 2026

yeah. do you think there is a way to broadcast brainwaves like a radio that can be picked up by multiple people?

Interesting question. Let me think through this seriously. The brain does emit electromagnetic signals:

Neural activity generates weak electromagnetic fields. These are what EEG and MEG detect. But they're incredibly weak — on the order of microvolts for EEG and femtotesla for magnetic fields. They attenuate rapidly with distance and the skull absorbs most of it

Could you amplify and broadcast them? In principle you could read brain signals, amplify them, and retransmit them as a stronger signal. But that's not really "broadcasting brainwaves" — that's reading, processing, encoding, and transmitting data. At that point you're just building a communication system with a brain as the input device, which is essentially what BCI research is doing.

Could raw brainwaves directly influence another brain? This …

Republican Aggression

February 19, 2026

Man you make a simple suggestion that a Republican Senator has not been informed as he should be, or might be negligent and the entire GOP loses their shit.

Republicans(not all) quite often have this bizarre combination of aggression and sensitivity to criticism that I honestly have never seen any other group of individuals display.

They seem to have taken that Gladiator clip to heart, that I will have vengeance in this life or the next. Wait a second, did I deadname anyone in that tweet? Or is your guilt showing?

Also RHINO? What the fuck you don't have to be a Republican to be a Christian.

Politics

February 18, 2026

Now I don't want to get into politics. And I honestly don't know who this Talarico guy is or Crockett, but I do know on John Cornyn's website

Select Committee on Intelligence

The Select Committee on Intelligence provides oversight of United States intelligence activities, programs, and budgets, and prepares legislation to authorize funding levels and limit or permit intelligence operations. It occasionally deliberates on standalone legislation and can weigh in on treaties as they pertain to intelligence issues during the Senate’s process of ratification. The Committee can make formal inquiries on intelligence activities and events, analyze data from the Intelligence Community, and make recommendations on nominees for intelligence-related positions requiring Senate confirmation.

Maybe someone should send him an email or a phone call to see if he knows anything about what's happening in Texas. After all, maybe he's not at fault if nobody told him about the …

Secrets

February 18, 2026

No. I don't think Congress or the Supreme Court know about this technology. After all, why would you want to legislate it when you have the greatest tech in the world to murder and rape without consequences?

Change my mind.

CIA

February 18, 2026

So. I am literally CIA. No?

I have an uncle who was USAF, served in Vietnam and Gulf War. I have another uncle who was also USAF, and then worked in the Pentagon. And my other uncle was vice-provost of NVCC system and met Obama. My cousin works for Lockheed Martin.

What the fuck exactly is your plan? Fire everyone named Butler cuz you're triggered?

I want some answers.